E.M.O.S.I

ermmmm... tetibe ari nie nak feeling, x seronok rase mcm nie. rase aku nie x ckup sifat ble seorg lelaki tolak aku sbb seorg lelaki lain... bkn setahun aku tggu dh bertahun tp masih x phm ker x nmpk or x apew2 la... lpas sorg sorg mamat berganti, btul la kwn aku ckp perempuan dh ilang sifat eksklusif ble lelaki dh memilih utk bersame lelaki dr perempuan... a bit stress rite now... xtau nak watpe ngn dri nie... he such a very charming guy i've ever known...

tp nape ko nk pilih jantan????

am i such a loser??

tell me stupid...

wedding....

mggu nie dh start kenduri kahwin yg berlambak2, so utk mengenyangkan perut mestilah kna g kenduri nk makan... huhuhu.

tp wedding reception yg plg aku tggu iaitu kwn baik aku norasyikin hamdan n pasangannya muzammil... x sangka beliau ingin menamatkan mase bujangnye... ble dier bgtau aku yg dier nak kawin, aku rase x caye n superb excited. btw, dier dh selamat pun kawin n skunk aku dh kehilangn sorg lg kwn aku yg bujang... rase sunyi sgt tetibe (ececececece)...

tp ble diingatkan pula nak kawin takut sbb ader gak kwn aku yg ngah suffer mslh umah tgga smp nk cerai berai bagai... maybe aku blum ready mental n emotional kot (",)

mase kat kenduri best sbb abg camera tue baik, funny n sng nk chit chat, pndi diorg amik angle gmbr tue... gmbr2 dier look nice, dier gak ader bg kad kat aku agknye harapan dier aku akn call n amik service dier if aku dh nak kawin tp hahahaha aku xde calon lg... tp aku mmg berhajat nak amik abg tue tangkap gmbr saya mase sy kawin... (nnt la yer, sabar)

so sbg kesimpulannye, kawin nie best tp biar la ble kte dah ready well enough...ok?

chow...